Over optimistic??

Here come my personal stuff.

So, I just came back from resit exam, and I think I'm gonna failed this subject again. Because of some of the questions...hmm, just skip this part..

Ya...I know absolutely I'll failed it..But I didn't felt any negative feeling, I mean should I felt emotional, sad, or disappointed to myself for the results??Or somethings just like R.I.P for my results?? What I was thinking after the exam was

"ok, just forget about it, fight for the next exam."

Had a Whatsapp with my friend, C, to complaint the exam and told him about this..

He said I'm optimistic. He told me "you won't change anything if you feeling emotional." (That's the point.)

Ya...He's right..But is it really good for me to be so optimistic?? Or should I said over optimistic?? Will this response will just let people think that I'm not care about my results or I'm not care about everything??Will they think that I'm just the "Let it go" type person?? Let everything go, let my results go, let my STPM go, I don't care.

NO NO NO!!! I'm absolutely not that type..Never want to be that kind person.. It's horrible.. It's terrible..

From these, there no argument for over optimistic. Being optimistic is a good thing, for me, for you, for everyone. (Kiki said this called steady~)

In fact, I still care how people look at me..I still do not completely didn't care how people look at me..

Try my best to do it..

" Life is too short, why don't  we smile and face everyday with a good mood?? There's no reason not to laugh!"

xoxo agnesboi